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I wrote some books about healing from trauma!
Wellspring of Compassion: Self-Care for Sensitive People Healing from Trauma
Welcome to support and comfort whether you are new to healing or an old hand, whether the trauma is long past or ongoing.
Presence After Trauma: Reconcile with Your Self and the World
This book is a non-judgmental companion for your healing process after the initial crisis is over.
Embodying Hope: Living in Difficult Times with a Difficult Past
We embody hope when we keep moving forward, one stubborn step after another, and when we take shelter for protection and rest.
How to make a post sticky, for future reference, and anyone else who's wondering.
Neli Andreeva is one of Bulgaria's top singers, awesomely skilled and kind. I've posted about her over the years, in 2013 and 2020 and 2023.
In choir this session, we're learning Bel Veter Due from Bulgaria, and I found this wonderful video of Andreeva with her two daughters, Kalina (14?) and Yoana (9?).
The kids are all grown up now, and making their own music videos. Len Peri, a new song based on an old story from Shopluk folklore.
In choir this session, we're learning Bel Veter Due from Bulgaria, and I found this wonderful video of Andreeva with her two daughters, Kalina (14?) and Yoana (9?).
The kids are all grown up now, and making their own music videos. Len Peri, a new song based on an old story from Shopluk folklore.
Back in 2019, I posted links to the fabulous Amalgamation Choir from Crete, led by Vasiliki Anastasiou. In particular, I loved Tis Trihas to Gefyri from Pontos in 9/8. (lyrics)
Recently I went to a concert by Phoebe Vlassis, who weaves at a loom and sings at the same time, with the rhythm of the loom in sync with the singing. At the end of the concert she raffles off the weaving she made during the concert. She opened with Tis Trihas to Gefyri, which I recognized immediately. I asked her about it after the concert, and she said it was the first song she tried combining with weaving.
So I looked around for Amalgamation Choir, and it turns out they're still around! Here's a 20 min concert, posted in 2020.
Recently I went to a concert by Phoebe Vlassis, who weaves at a loom and sings at the same time, with the rhythm of the loom in sync with the singing. At the end of the concert she raffles off the weaving she made during the concert. She opened with Tis Trihas to Gefyri, which I recognized immediately. I asked her about it after the concert, and she said it was the first song she tried combining with weaving.
So I looked around for Amalgamation Choir, and it turns out they're still around! Here's a 20 min concert, posted in 2020.
Links: Reality-based
May. 9th, 2026 09:01 pmThe Wonderful World of Artemis II Photos by Hank Green.
Meet Graham by Patricia Piccinini, a creepy and interestingly redesigned human being to better survive automobile crashes.
AI Cannot Self Improve and Math behind PROVES IT! by Dev Simsek.
To My Students by Brent A. Yorgey.
The seven programming ur-languages by Frederick J. Ross.
Finishing Things Dave Gauer. Thoughts about how to work on just one thing at a time.
The Bra-and-Girdle Maker That Fashioned the Impossible for NASA by Nicholas de Monchaux.
Who Killed the Florida Orange? by Alexander Sammon.
Impact of Climate Change on Cherry Blossom Flowering.
Meet Graham by Patricia Piccinini, a creepy and interestingly redesigned human being to better survive automobile crashes.
AI Cannot Self Improve and Math behind PROVES IT! by Dev Simsek.
The paper proves that under a diminishing supply of fresh, authentic data, this system converges to a fixed point – a degenerate distribution with low diversity and high bias. The technical term is model collapse, and it’s been observed empirically too. But now there’s a formal proof that it’s inevitable, not just a bad luck outcome.
To My Students by Brent A. Yorgey.
Care more about people, relationships, and justice than you do about profits, code, or productivity.This project seeks to improve Autistic and ADHD adults’ health. Autistic & ADHD adults commonly experience multiple chronic health conditions. These patients can encounter difficulty accessing needed care.
Above all, be motivated by love instead of fear.
Yorgey links to a thoughtful list of reasons for adopting Generative AI vegetarianism by Sean Boots which covers my position pretty well. (I am not a food vegetarian.)
Clinician Guide: Constellation of Chronic Medical Conditions Commonly Seen in Autistic & ADHD Adults by All Brains Belong VT, neuroinclusive healthcare & community.
The seven programming ur-languages by Frederick J. Ross.
Finishing Things Dave Gauer. Thoughts about how to work on just one thing at a time.
The Bra-and-Girdle Maker That Fashioned the Impossible for NASA by Nicholas de Monchaux.
Who Killed the Florida Orange? by Alexander Sammon.
In 2003, the mighty Florida orange industry produced 242 million boxes of fruit, with 90 pounds of oranges per box, most of which went on to become orange juice. Now, not even 25 years later, the United States Department of Agriculture was forecasting a pitiful 12 million boxes of oranges, the least in more than 100 years, the worst year since last. A decline of more than 95 percent.
Impact of Climate Change on Cherry Blossom Flowering.
Exponentile report
Apr. 26th, 2026 09:05 pmI'm still playing Exponentile and I want to drop in a note that I got up to 106,840 this time. A while ago I got up to 161,724, and I don't think I'll ever get past that again.
I'm getting better at stopping when I want rather than getting completely hijacked by it. For a while it made my right elbow hurt, which was an inducement to stop playing, or at least play less. Lately my left elbow has been hurting, but I think that has more to do with weight-lifting, or maybe leaning on the arm of my chair while I'm typing. I'm hoping it gets better without having to take a break from weight-lifting entirely.
I'm getting better at stopping when I want rather than getting completely hijacked by it. For a while it made my right elbow hurt, which was an inducement to stop playing, or at least play less. Lately my left elbow has been hurting, but I think that has more to do with weight-lifting, or maybe leaning on the arm of my chair while I'm typing. I'm hoping it gets better without having to take a break from weight-lifting entirely.
Melanie DeMore and Gullah stick pounding
Apr. 22nd, 2026 09:46 pmAbout a year ago, a Portland friend who was in town said she had a ticket for a singing meditation event at Spirit Rock the next day, and she could pick me up on the way if I wanted to go too. Sure, why not! So I bought my own ticket, and we got there early and had a picnic lunch and walked around the gorgeous grounds in hilly rural Marin until it was time to go into the hall.
We opted for chairs rather than meditation cushions, and I'm glad because it was a couple of hours long. I had no idea what to expect, but I thought it would include periods of silent meditation. I think we had one ten minute period of meditation, but Melanie DeMore came out singing in her rich deep gorgeous voice, and mostly sang spirituals (surviaval songs) and told us stories about her interactions with other famous singers like Pete Seeger, and explained that Kumbaya was actually "Come by me," a prayer from enslaved people. She called us her babies. I wept into my mask through a lot of it, at the realness and the kindness in that voice surrounding us.
Here you can see and hear her lead a couple of songs at a concert in 2014
In February, a friend said she was going to see Linda Tillery in a few days in Berkeley, did I want to get a ticket and go too. Sure, why not! Linda Tillery is a legendary Black singer from San Francisco, and she had gathered together many members of her Cultural Heritage Choir for a Black History Month reunion. She is a force and a voice to be reckoned with, even with health issues that led to using a wheelchair for the concert.
To my delight, Melanie DeMore was there as a past member of the Cultural Heritage Choir. The musicians took turns leading songs, each more skilled than the next, and she led some Gullah Stick Pounding, with powerful rhythms.
Here she shares some of the history of Gullah Stick Pounding and why she teaches it to choirs all over.
And one more, teaching "I will be your standing stone, I will stand by you"
We opted for chairs rather than meditation cushions, and I'm glad because it was a couple of hours long. I had no idea what to expect, but I thought it would include periods of silent meditation. I think we had one ten minute period of meditation, but Melanie DeMore came out singing in her rich deep gorgeous voice, and mostly sang spirituals (surviaval songs) and told us stories about her interactions with other famous singers like Pete Seeger, and explained that Kumbaya was actually "Come by me," a prayer from enslaved people. She called us her babies. I wept into my mask through a lot of it, at the realness and the kindness in that voice surrounding us.
Here you can see and hear her lead a couple of songs at a concert in 2014
In February, a friend said she was going to see Linda Tillery in a few days in Berkeley, did I want to get a ticket and go too. Sure, why not! Linda Tillery is a legendary Black singer from San Francisco, and she had gathered together many members of her Cultural Heritage Choir for a Black History Month reunion. She is a force and a voice to be reckoned with, even with health issues that led to using a wheelchair for the concert.
To my delight, Melanie DeMore was there as a past member of the Cultural Heritage Choir. The musicians took turns leading songs, each more skilled than the next, and she led some Gullah Stick Pounding, with powerful rhythms.
Here she shares some of the history of Gullah Stick Pounding and why she teaches it to choirs all over.
And one more, teaching "I will be your standing stone, I will stand by you"
I can still ride 100K
Apr. 11th, 2026 06:37 pmI biked 100K (65 miles) today out in the Livermore Valley, an all-women organized ride called Cinderella Classic. I first rode it in 1991, the 15th ride, and this was the 50th. I'm proud of my collection of patches, one for each year I did the ride.
It was beautiful out there! It's been rainy, so the hills were green, and we rode past farms and ranches. We rode on some of the rural roads I remember fondly from past rides, and avoided a lot of the annoying suburban riding with long traffic lights. There was a dog-leg out to Sunol that I had never ridden before that was gorgeously tree-lined and empty of traffic. There weren't even any cyclists around while I was doing that part of the ride.
I'm slow, but I get there eventually. I caught the first BART train of the day at 6:39am, started the ride at 7:30, and got back to the starting point at around 2:15. I chatted with other riders at the rest stops, and even rode with people for a while.
One woman said I was amazing because I and my bike were all kitted out for rain (fenders, rain pants, boots rather than cycling shoes that clip into the pedals) and still doing the ride. When we were going uphill into the wind I got in front so she could draft behind me, and she was very grateful. It felt good not to be the slowest rider on the road.
One of the nice things about an organized ride for just women is that it's less competitive, and women who don't ride as much and aren't as strong feel safe to come out and try it. It was my first long organized ride back in 1991.
We had clear skies and sun for the first couple of hours, to where I was regretting my wool socks. But then the dark clouds rolled in and we had intermittent cloudbursts for the rest of the ride. I was glad for all my gear! I got home just before the skies opened up here and it poured down rain for a couple of hours, with some rare lightning and thunder.
During the ride, I was focused on weather, physical comfort, looking at the pavement for directional arrows, and looking around at the scenery. The state of the world and the state of my personal life didn't cross my mind.
The miles added up surprisingly quickly, and I wasn't worried about being able to finish the ride once I got started. Even though I carry my own food and only get bananas at the rest stops, organized rides are still fun. The route arrows, the volunteers directing traffic, the camaraderie, the string of colorful riders ahead all add energy. For the Cinderella ride, lots of women wear short rainbow or pink or orange tutus over their bike shorts, and/or tiaras and flowers on their helmets. I had forgotten about that part!
And I almost forgot to include the Lemon Drop Man. He used to be at the top of the only major climb on the route, but since it got rearranged I thought we would miss out on that tradition. But toward the end of the ride, on a random suburban intersection, there he was. He put 2 lemon drops in my outstretched hand as I rode by, and I happily popped one in my mouth. It seems to have been gluten-free, whew, but I wasn't going to stop and quiz him about ingredients, and the nostalgia was worth the risk.
It was beautiful out there! It's been rainy, so the hills were green, and we rode past farms and ranches. We rode on some of the rural roads I remember fondly from past rides, and avoided a lot of the annoying suburban riding with long traffic lights. There was a dog-leg out to Sunol that I had never ridden before that was gorgeously tree-lined and empty of traffic. There weren't even any cyclists around while I was doing that part of the ride.
I'm slow, but I get there eventually. I caught the first BART train of the day at 6:39am, started the ride at 7:30, and got back to the starting point at around 2:15. I chatted with other riders at the rest stops, and even rode with people for a while.
One woman said I was amazing because I and my bike were all kitted out for rain (fenders, rain pants, boots rather than cycling shoes that clip into the pedals) and still doing the ride. When we were going uphill into the wind I got in front so she could draft behind me, and she was very grateful. It felt good not to be the slowest rider on the road.
One of the nice things about an organized ride for just women is that it's less competitive, and women who don't ride as much and aren't as strong feel safe to come out and try it. It was my first long organized ride back in 1991.
We had clear skies and sun for the first couple of hours, to where I was regretting my wool socks. But then the dark clouds rolled in and we had intermittent cloudbursts for the rest of the ride. I was glad for all my gear! I got home just before the skies opened up here and it poured down rain for a couple of hours, with some rare lightning and thunder.
During the ride, I was focused on weather, physical comfort, looking at the pavement for directional arrows, and looking around at the scenery. The state of the world and the state of my personal life didn't cross my mind.
The miles added up surprisingly quickly, and I wasn't worried about being able to finish the ride once I got started. Even though I carry my own food and only get bananas at the rest stops, organized rides are still fun. The route arrows, the volunteers directing traffic, the camaraderie, the string of colorful riders ahead all add energy. For the Cinderella ride, lots of women wear short rainbow or pink or orange tutus over their bike shorts, and/or tiaras and flowers on their helmets. I had forgotten about that part!
And I almost forgot to include the Lemon Drop Man. He used to be at the top of the only major climb on the route, but since it got rearranged I thought we would miss out on that tradition. But toward the end of the ride, on a random suburban intersection, there he was. He put 2 lemon drops in my outstretched hand as I rode by, and I happily popped one in my mouth. It seems to have been gluten-free, whew, but I wasn't going to stop and quiz him about ingredients, and the nostalgia was worth the risk.
Only one thing was crystal clear: nobody, absolutely nobody, was coming to save us. by Paul Cantrell, thread on Mastodon about living in Minneapolis during the ICE invasion.
( Nobody is coming to save you. The choice is ourselves or nothing. The moment you believe that, that you •know• it in your bones, is the moment the work truly begins. )
All I can tell you is this:
You have to know, with total and completely clarity, that nobody is coming to save us.
And knowing that, you will feel lost — but strangely clear.
And suddenly the work will be on you.
And you will do it, because that is •just what you do•, because you •know• that nobody else is coming.
And you will still have no idea what to do, even as you are already doing it.
( It is either the beginning or the end )
( Nobody is coming to save you. The choice is ourselves or nothing. The moment you believe that, that you •know• it in your bones, is the moment the work truly begins. )
All I can tell you is this:
You have to know, with total and completely clarity, that nobody is coming to save us.
And knowing that, you will feel lost — but strangely clear.
And suddenly the work will be on you.
And you will do it, because that is •just what you do•, because you •know• that nobody else is coming.
And you will still have no idea what to do, even as you are already doing it.
( It is either the beginning or the end )
Links: Covid and IWW
Mar. 30th, 2026 07:24 amCOVID probably killed 150,000 more people in its first two years than official U.S. tolls show by Meghan Bartels.
Nine observations from carbon dioxide monitoring by A. Grieve-Smith.
A couple of interesting links from Industrial Workers of the World, a union for all workers. Direct Action and Sabotage and The Black Cat (Sabo-Tabby).
The untallied cases show the burden of the pandemic in the U.S. fell most heavily on marginalized people.
“These vulnerable groups are just taking a higher risk at every step, and the accumulation of all of that is this disparity in COVID mortality at the end,” says Mathew Kiang, an epidemiologist at Stanford University and a co-author of the study.
Nine observations from carbon dioxide monitoring by A. Grieve-Smith.
I’ve been checking carbon dioxide levels for over three years now, and I’ve started to see patterns. I don’t have to keep checking the same places, because they have the same levels under similar conditions. [...] I’d like to share some of the things I’ve learned, so that you can benefit even if you haven’t been monitoring carbon dioxide on your own.
A couple of interesting links from Industrial Workers of the World, a union for all workers. Direct Action and Sabotage and The Black Cat (Sabo-Tabby).
Music: The Greensleeves Project
Mar. 22nd, 2026 08:56 amI thought I posted this before, but I'm not finding it.
A group of mainly women scholars and makers at the top of their fields gathered together to interpret and recreate the outfit and gifts that the suitor gave to the woman he's pursuing in the song Greensleeves. Fascinating look at history and the details of both the clothing and how to make it. The Greensleeves Project
The making of video
And the result
A group of mainly women scholars and makers at the top of their fields gathered together to interpret and recreate the outfit and gifts that the suitor gave to the woman he's pursuing in the song Greensleeves. Fascinating look at history and the details of both the clothing and how to make it. The Greensleeves Project
The making of video
And the result
Links: Small steps to resist
Mar. 4th, 2026 09:45 pmBirbs and Borbs Birds with queer flags. I'm eyeing the bisexual oystercatcher sticker. Pride is resistance!
Resist and Unsubscribe. Unsubscribe from services that support fascism. Every little bit helps! I didn't subscribe to any of these things in the first place, so I guess I've been resisting all along.
Taking action against AI harms by Anil Dash. Speaking can help get businesses off X and schools off ChatGPT.
Resist and Unsubscribe. Unsubscribe from services that support fascism. Every little bit helps! I didn't subscribe to any of these things in the first place, so I guess I've been resisting all along.
Taking action against AI harms by Anil Dash. Speaking can help get businesses off X and schools off ChatGPT.
Link: Resistance in Minneapolis
Feb. 25th, 2026 09:39 pmMinneapolis Is Going on Offense Against ICE, interview with Interview with organizer Aru Shiney-Ajay by Eric Blanc, via
cosmolinguist.
Jacobin’s Eric Blanc spoke with Aru Shiney-Ajay, Sunrise Movement’s executive director and a lifelong Minneapolis resident, about Minneapolis’s organizing pushback and how ICE’s opponents can go on the offensive nationwide by pressuring companies like Hilton, Enterprise, and Home Depot to stop collaborating with the agency.[...]
Aru Shiney-Ajay: I don’t think the main barrier in the US is fear. It’s skepticism. Most people don’t believe in our ability to change things. So one of the most important things for organizers right now is to pick campaigns that are ambitious, tangible, and winnable — wins that aren’t so small they feel meaningless but are still actually achievable. Because one of the biggest things we need to prove to ordinary people right now is that we really do have power over how the government operates, and over what happens in our society.
Links: BIPOC Women Scientists
Feb. 22nd, 2026 07:55 pmStudent refines 100-year-old math problem, expanding wind energy possibilities by Kevin Sliman.
Sad news - Dr. Gladys West, Mathematician Whose Work Made GPS Possible, Dies at 95 by Mary Wadland. "From segregated Virginia to global impact, her mathematics quietly changed how the world finds its way." I posted about her not too long ago.
Divya Tyagi, a graduate student pursuing her master’s degree in aerospace engineering, completed this work as a Penn State undergraduate for her Schreyer Honors College thesis. Her research was published in Wind Energy Science.
“I created an addendum to Glauert’s problem which determines the optimal aerodynamic performance of a wind turbine by solving for the ideal flow conditions for a turbine in order to maximize its power output,” said Tyagi, who earned her bachelor’s degree in aerospace engineering.
Sad news - Dr. Gladys West, Mathematician Whose Work Made GPS Possible, Dies at 95 by Mary Wadland. "From segregated Virginia to global impact, her mathematics quietly changed how the world finds its way." I posted about her not too long ago.
Your phone edits all your photos with AI - is it changing your view of reality? by Thomas Germain. "From simple enhancements to hallucinated facial features, modern phones choose how our memories will look."
No. You can't tell it was written by AI by Segun Famisa.
Curious about how LLM's actually work? So What's The Next Word Then? by Matthias Kainer does a good job of explaining it, with diagrams. Via Martin Fowler's blog.
Acting ethically in an imperfect world by Jürgen Geuter describes and addresses Cory Doctorow's defensiveness about using LLMs.
GenAI has an Alignment Problem by Richard George.
Relatedly, why AI isn't actually helping software companies. Dax Raad just dropped the most honest take on AI productivity written up by JP Caparas.
The only developer productivity metrics that matter by John SJ Anderson.
Giving University Exams in the Age of Chatbots by Lionel Dricot.
A programmer's loss of identity by Dave Gauer.
Carbon Dysphoria by Iris Meredith. How tech workers in general behave in dysphoric ways and what we might be able to do about it.
AI Data Centers: Power-Hungry, Water-Thirsty, and Rare-Earth Reliant by Daniel.
No. You can't tell it was written by AI by Segun Famisa.
In this essay, I will argue that, your favourite “tells” that a document was produced by AI, at best, is wrong, and depending on your position, in life, at worst, is dangerous and harmful.[...]
So who trained [AI]? A lot of the early training, data annotations and other manual processes, happened with cheap labour in African countries. There are multiple sources that have revealed the hidden economy of workers that big-tech outsources these kinds of tasks to African countries with unstable political situations, weaker workers rights, and cheap labour.
Curious about how LLM's actually work? So What's The Next Word Then? by Matthias Kainer does a good job of explaining it, with diagrams. Via Martin Fowler's blog.
Acting ethically in an imperfect world by Jürgen Geuter describes and addresses Cory Doctorow's defensiveness about using LLMs.
I appreciate a lot of work Cory Doctorow has done in the last decades. But the arguments he presents here to defend his usage of LLMs for this rather trivial task (which TBH could probably be done reasonably well with traditional means) are part of why the Internet – and therefore the world – looks like it does right now. It’s a set of arguments that wants to delegitimize political and moral actions based on libertarian and utilitarian thinking.
GenAI has an Alignment Problem by Richard George.
But the mundane reality is much simpler: LLMs fail to effectively solve the problems we have, while creating a vast new class of problems to be solved. They are, ultimately, completely mis-aligned with our needs, and incompatible with the society we live in.
Relatedly, why AI isn't actually helping software companies. Dax Raad just dropped the most honest take on AI productivity written up by JP Caparas.
everyone's talking about their teams like they were at the peak of efficiency and bottlenecked by ability to produce code
here's what things actually look like:
- your org rarely has good ideas. ideas being expensive to implement was actually helping
- majority of workers have no reason to be super motivated, they want to do their 9-5 and get back to their life
- they're not using AI to be 10x more effective they're using it to churn out their tasks with less energy spend
- the 2 people on your team that actually tried are now flattened by the slop code everyone is producing, they will quit soon
- even when you produce work faster you're still bottlenecked by bureaucracy and the dozen other realities of shipping something real
- your CFO is like what do you mean each engineer now costs $2000 extra per month in LLM bills"
The only developer productivity metrics that matter by John SJ Anderson.
1. How often does the team routinely ship new versions of the software they build?
2. How often do things break when the team ships a new version?
Giving University Exams in the Age of Chatbots by Lionel Dricot.
A programmer's loss of identity by Dave Gauer.
The social group I still identify with shares my values. We value learning. We value the merits of language design, type systems, software maintenance, levels of abstraction, and yeah, if I’m honest, minute syntactical differences, the color of the bike shed, and the best way to get that perfectly smooth shave on a yak. I’m not sure what we’re called now, "heirloom programmers"?"Acoustic" programmers (like guitars)? "Thought-powered" programmers (like gas-powered cars)? I'm not ready to be an heirloom yet!
Carbon Dysphoria by Iris Meredith. How tech workers in general behave in dysphoric ways and what we might be able to do about it.
AI Data Centers: Power-Hungry, Water-Thirsty, and Rare-Earth Reliant by Daniel.
Music: Joyful song on skates
Feb. 20th, 2026 03:24 pmBend Your Knees (for NPR's Tiny Desk contest) live at Southgate Roller Rink - Henry Mansfield
Somehow it's the drummer who impressed me the most. Which instrument do you think would be the hardest to play on skates?
Somehow it's the drummer who impressed me the most. Which instrument do you think would be the hardest to play on skates?
Learning how to use a FlossGrip
Feb. 18th, 2026 11:49 amI posted a while ago about acquiring a FlossGrip floss holder, but it was awkward to use. Since then I've figured out a few things, so I thought I would share.
So that's it, what a geeky person thinks about while flossing her teeth.
- I use slippery floss because my teeth are closely spaced, so I need to wrap around the posts 5 times rather than 3. It is also easier if there's a tail on each side, so I use about 9 inches of floss (the length of the FlossGrip plus a couple inches) each time. This is about half of what I used with just my fingers.
- It's easier to wrap the floss with dry hands, before I brush my teeth.
- The FlossGrip is embossed on one side with "FlossGrip", which makes it easier to keep track of which post I wrapped first, for unwrapping.
- The little slots that lock in the floss are compressed by wrapping the floss around the posts, which means there is a just-right tension that lets the floss slide in, and then holds it securely.
- It helps to angle the FlossGrip to match the actual angle of each gap between my teeth, not what I imagine the angle to be.
- It also helps to minimize the pressure I use to get down into each gap, so I don't irritate my gums.
So that's it, what a geeky person thinks about while flossing her teeth.
Happy Imbolc!
Feb. 1st, 2026 09:17 pmMy plan today was to get a 20 lb bag of rice from the local farmers market, and then take BART to the other side of the hills and bike "the three bears" aka Bear Creek loop. However, the rice vendor said they didn't send him any big bags of rice this week, and I saw on the BART website that they were trimming vegetation between the two BART stations I needed and single-tracking the trains, so I didn't want to do that.
Instead, I decided to bike to 99 Ranch the long way (over Grizzly Peak) and get rice there. I texted a friend who lives up that way that I would get there approx 1:30 and did he want to meet up. It was a gorgeous day for a ride, sunny and just warm enough not to need a jacket.
Biking over the hill and seeing the flowering plum and cherry and magnolia trees is a touchpoint of the year for me. I was distressed last year that I missed spring hill rides entirely because of my injured ankle, so it was a treat to see all the flowering trees today, even if February 1 seems unreasonably early.
My friend and I texted each other updates from our respective journeys and did manage to meet up. I got to 99 Ranch at 1:28 after 2 1/2 hours of riding, so I was pleased about estimating accurately (without a mapping app). I got a 20 lb bag of rice for $12.50 instead of $40 at the farmers market, with the cost of a long beautiful ride and hauling it home (the flat way) for 7 miles. I'll take it!
I also spotted some Sterilite ClearView plastic storage drawers on the sidewalk with a FREE sign when I was fairly near home. They were the old style ones similar to the ones I have. I had looked for more online and now they only sell stacked units, not single ones. So I stopped and picked one up and strapped it to the back rack. I'll have to scrub the top of it, but it's nice to find something that's not available in stores.
Happy Imbolc to all!
Instead, I decided to bike to 99 Ranch the long way (over Grizzly Peak) and get rice there. I texted a friend who lives up that way that I would get there approx 1:30 and did he want to meet up. It was a gorgeous day for a ride, sunny and just warm enough not to need a jacket.
Biking over the hill and seeing the flowering plum and cherry and magnolia trees is a touchpoint of the year for me. I was distressed last year that I missed spring hill rides entirely because of my injured ankle, so it was a treat to see all the flowering trees today, even if February 1 seems unreasonably early.
My friend and I texted each other updates from our respective journeys and did manage to meet up. I got to 99 Ranch at 1:28 after 2 1/2 hours of riding, so I was pleased about estimating accurately (without a mapping app). I got a 20 lb bag of rice for $12.50 instead of $40 at the farmers market, with the cost of a long beautiful ride and hauling it home (the flat way) for 7 miles. I'll take it!
I also spotted some Sterilite ClearView plastic storage drawers on the sidewalk with a FREE sign when I was fairly near home. They were the old style ones similar to the ones I have. I had looked for more online and now they only sell stacked units, not single ones. So I stopped and picked one up and strapped it to the back rack. I'll have to scrub the top of it, but it's nice to find something that's not available in stores.
Happy Imbolc to all!
A good day - until I looked at the news
Jan. 24th, 2026 09:40 pmI had a good day today. Biked to the farmer's market, and then went to the new year's party at my gym. I didn't know gyms had parties, but this one was fun. Friendly people, and several bodyworkers offering free 20 min sessions (I got a massage!) and free drinks from the cafe next door.
I biked over to the ad hoc Balkan and Georgian singing group that meets once a month, and we successfully sang a bunch of songs, even ones that were newer to us or that we hadn't sung in a while, like Tsmindao Ghmerto. Felt great!
Then I got home and caught up on the news. Augh! Via
redbird, I was reminded about the Stand With Minnesota site with lots of organizations we can support to help their anti-ICE effort. I donated some money to Just The Pill.
Adding Minnesota Indian Women's Resource Center via
ofearthandstars in comments. They are listed under Organizations Doing Work On The Ground.
On the plus side, I'm so glad we are collectively screaming about ICE, not just passively letting it happen. So grateful for the people bearing witness, physically resisting, and sending support from afar.
I biked over to the ad hoc Balkan and Georgian singing group that meets once a month, and we successfully sang a bunch of songs, even ones that were newer to us or that we hadn't sung in a while, like Tsmindao Ghmerto. Felt great!
Then I got home and caught up on the news. Augh! Via
Adding Minnesota Indian Women's Resource Center via
On the plus side, I'm so glad we are collectively screaming about ICE, not just passively letting it happen. So grateful for the people bearing witness, physically resisting, and sending support from afar.
There is a general strike called for Friday January 23 in Minnesota. Stay home from work if it feels right, and definitely don't cross any picket lines, including the electronic ones of shopping at big corporations like Amazon, etc. (if you can avoid it).
From my union:
"This is a verified page fundraising support for the Minneapolis Regional Labor Federation, AFL-CIO and Working Partnerships' 2026 rapid response effort to meet the needs of impacted union members, worker center members, and their families..."
https://workingpartnerships.betterworld.org/campaigns/support-impacted-union-families
Here is how you can help:
Posts by
naomikritzer
How to help if you are outside Minnesota.
She covers a variety of topics, including how to start preparing for if and when this shit comes to your home state, and the suggestion to talk About immigration, and make it clear you think it’s GOOD.
If you are in Minnesota.
From my union:
"This is a verified page fundraising support for the Minneapolis Regional Labor Federation, AFL-CIO and Working Partnerships' 2026 rapid response effort to meet the needs of impacted union members, worker center members, and their families..."
https://workingpartnerships.betterworld.org/campaigns/support-impacted-union-families
Here is how you can help:
Posts by
How to help if you are outside Minnesota.
She covers a variety of topics, including how to start preparing for if and when this shit comes to your home state, and the suggestion to talk About immigration, and make it clear you think it’s GOOD.
If you are in Minnesota.
Link: Boss, it's the fascism
Jan. 19th, 2026 07:56 pmI saw this go by on Mastodon, and it stayed with me, so I'm reposting it from Tumblr by
nitewrighter. (First few comments are worth reading.)
Me: I don't get it. I thought I was doing a lot better than I was a few years ago. I'm like 10 times more on top of things than I used to be. How does everything feel terrible now?
The Tiny Me in OSHA-approved Hi-Vis Gear Who lives in my brain and pulls all the levers: Boss, it's the fascism. You're completely gunked up with cortisol due to the fact that your entire daily life is now underscored with a haunting awareness of the rapid erosion of your rights, dignity, and any and all social safety nets, and you're also bearing witness to the most vulnerable people immediately being persecuted. This creates a natural stress response that basically means you're going to continue having memory and organizational problems, as well as emotional imbalances.
Me: BUT I HAVE A BULLET JOURNAL AND I MEDITATE NOW.
Tiny OSHA Me: BOSS, THE FASCISM.
Run your massage therapy practice so that people aren't relieved (as well as pissed) when you stand them up.
( Nope nope nope )
When we were first discussing schedules, she offered to refer me out, which I did appreciate, except one of her referrals was someone I've already seen who wasn't a great fit for me, and the other is someone I traded with over 20 years ago who's connected with my very estranged ex. Fortunately she's way up in the hills, so I could use that as an excuse for saying she's not a good fit.
( Nope nope nope )
When we were first discussing schedules, she offered to refer me out, which I did appreciate, except one of her referrals was someone I've already seen who wasn't a great fit for me, and the other is someone I traded with over 20 years ago who's connected with my very estranged ex. Fortunately she's way up in the hills, so I could use that as an excuse for saying she's not a good fit.