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I spent a chunk of time this evening putting together my passport renewal application (renewal how-to), and I'll go get a photo and mail it out tomorrow. Oddly enough, my current passport was issued Dec 4, 2016. The fee has gone up to $130.

I haven't used the passport since I renewed it 8 years ago. The photo looks charmingly young, and isn't half-bad. I debated about what to put for hair color on the renewal form. I have a decent frosting of gray on top, and the braid is still mostly brown with threads of silver. I put gray, since it's the way to bet in the long run.

Such a weird sense of deja vu. I keep thinking about survivorship bias, and Tamnonlinear (recent post from [personal profile] julian), who died by suicide in 2016. I was so viscerally panicked in 2016. This time I'm more resigned. At the moment, anyway.

When I think back to the beginning of the pandemic, I remember how terrified I was. Now I'm realizing, it was the terror of the unknown, PLUS the accumulated anxiety of the previous four years. At least I'm starting out this time with a nervous system that's more settled?
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